Read all of it. please this is the only message you will ever receiver from me ever again.
This will be my 1st last and final message to you so please read ALL of it. I will only send this once, so pay attention to it. I apologize in advance if this message seems like too much of an annoyance, but these words have to be said. I was worried about you because I know you have to deal with the stress of school and as well from your parents. I only sent some messages more than once because I had no clue If tumblr had let you received the original message or not as well as if tumblr had duplicated my messages or not as I had found out recently it enjoys t do sometimes.
If this has happen I again apologize. Though I disapprove of you way of dealing with it. By you just calling it an annoyance and then trying to cast people aside? Even cause 1 who really cared about you cry? I wonder if it was worth it for you. Even through all my years of being bullied, being in a fight because of one of the said bullies and with scars still today. I can honestly say I never really felt the way I feel right now. I’ve been double crossed by many so I know that pain. But I find it sad when I have to say “For someone who is supposed to be the Mage of Heart, you sure are as cold and heartless as they come.”
Now normally I would never say such things, even to my enemies, but you of all people have caused this to occur. All because instead of telling me something like “I am fine. Only message me ONCE I MESSAGE YOU. Only give me 1 reply and nothing more. Do not send me any messages other than that no matter what.” Or just have told me the situation. I would have completely understand but instead you not only disregard my concern for you, you try to block me as if I was sending you constant hate anon.
It makes me wonder even more why the fucking hell I even worried about you. Oh wait, that’s right, because I actually considered you a friend, a human being, a kind heart and a wondrous roleplayer. But I guess I was all wrong. I apologize for any offence or extra venom, I’m of my anti-depression pills today. But regardless of that, Sora, not only have you lost a friend who if she ever could help you in any way she would have as well as another who cried after learning what you’ve done. [You made Mage cry]
Oh and don’t worry about any of our roleplays. All my characters die horrible deaths and onward to 2nd death to where they fade into the abyss. As well as not having to worry about me “annoying you” when you get on and being unable to post things. Oh and as for trying to block me? No need. I can show myself out. Good-bye, have a nice life, sorry I gave a fuck, Happy late birthday https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zq2wF-UG-Lc And now I’m gone.
-Chains-Of-Faith, One-Eyed-Corruptiion, The knight of doom- Charity.M
Look, I’m sorry. I’ve gotten too damn tired of everything and everyone to the point of just wanting to sleep all day. I thought that if I did ignore everything, the feeling would go away. I didn’t tell you and Mage because I didn’t want to hurt either of you guys, you’re my closest friends. Looks like that didn’t work out in the end. I never said you guys were annoying, and if I did its because I’m off my new medication and I’m so fed up with everything. I tried to talk to you guys more, I wanted to give you the best, but I couldn’t Every time we would RP, my mind would go blank and I didn’t know what to say, so I started ignoring you both, and I’m the Witch of Heart, by the way. Anyways, neither of you deserve that, I’m sorry, and now I will get rid of my tumblr, there’s not much use for it really.
Im sorry, really sorry. And you two should hang out and RP together, you’d make the perfect Rping buddies.
And thanks for the gift, Chains. Also, parents blocked DA from our internet, so I couldn’t go on their since the middle of January.
-Sora, Sorrie, whatever you want to call me.